Peopledia

The news of the day,

is best found in us.

When I read the times,

It just inculcates their way.

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But I didn’t ask for this lens;

That accentuates human despair.

I asked for the news about the world,

Not an ad for Mercedes-Benz.

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How do I find the news I need?

Phone a friend; read twitter or Facebook?

People innately know what matters to them.

So how did a shadow agenda take the lead?

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Well friends, we have forgotten that human dance,

When the “I” in me greets the “Thou” in you.

We chose professional “its” over a common “thou.”

Humanizing people can not be left to chance!

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The news of the day is best found in a friend,

A person of substance, you actually can eat with,

Not a corporate persona dictating news and agendas,

But a real human person, that is also on the mend.

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Can the media tell you about Anna,

My soon-to-be child. Or about Bob,

The neighbors dog who poops in my yard?

The media wants to make themselves mana.

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Well cast off this impersonal force!

Go humanize a person today!

Go find out what their news is,

And you’ll find an unfailing media source.

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Choose today this human source of news,

Energizing “it”s into “thou”s; things into people,

And exposing the corporate gospel of control.

Personhood is too vital an identity to lose.

The Trimesters of Church History

Yesterday’s post, Pregnancy and Eschatology, attempted to introduce us to the state of expectancy and anticipation that comes at the end of pregnancy and at the end of this age. As I thought more about pregnancy and the different seasons, rhythms, trimesters within, I also began to see similar patterns within the life of the church.

The early christians ordered their lives around the reality that Jesus’ return could be today. There were heresies and the establishment of early orthodoxy, primitive liturgies and creeds, persecutions and apostasy. It was a pretty rough time to be a Christian. There were years of relative peace only to be abruptly disrupted by persecutions akin to the Diocletian persecution in the early 4th century. This is also a time when the church first germinated with the blood of the martyrs and spread across the Roman Empire. This is how it was during the first trimester of my wife’s pregnancy. She never knew when morning sickness would strike, how long it would last, or where she would be. There was no equilibrium established with the quickly developing baby. In the first trimester more than any other, the child is most susceptible  to birth defects, but also grows from something that resembles a human cell into something that resembles a human person.

Then for some women, the persecution of the morning sickness and exhaustion cease as they begin the second trimester of pregnancy. All of a sudden, life starts to stabilize and the pregnant woman is able to be social, active, and filled with energy again. The second trimester is a time of feasting and slowly growing the child. My wife tells me, out of all the trimesters, the second is the most comfortable and enjoyable. This trimester marks the rise of Christendom with the issuing of the Edict of Milan which gave Christians the freedom to worship in the Roman Empire. The worship of the church after three centuries of it being persecuted, private, and primitive, now is adapted into a public service with elaborate liturgies,  public basilicas and places of worship, and sophisticated creeds. Eventually over the course of 1,200 years, the church grew bigger and more powerful. Soon, like the baby in the third trimester, the church became a megalith of power and luxury in a feudal middle age. A sight that everyone’s eyes are immediately drawn to.

The church grew so large and wielded such  temporal power in the nations, that there were cries for reformation. All of a sudden the persecution of morning sickness and exhaustion from the first trimester return. The church grows and becomes distinct in its parts as it spreads out like a baby in the third trimester pushing her distinct body parts against the abdominal wall of her mother. Christendom has grown into this new age of the church,  one of even further expansion, growth,  and development into the ends of the earth. Like a baby in the third trimester, new happenings are occurring in unforeseen places, while other parts of the world remain much the same.

Then like a thief in the night, like a fire alarm in a midday staff meeting, like a cell phone call  waking you up early in the morning … the labor pains begin. And the baby and the church are born into the life they were intended to live all along. Life in the light of a new world, with open eyes, and deep breaths. Life in the arms of parents who love you and in the embrace of a triune God who calls you his bride.

Pregnancy and Eschatology

As many of you know, my wife has been pregnant for the past 40+ weeks. Throughout this time we have had the turbulent first trimester, the comfortable second trimester, and the return of morning sickness and growth spurts in the third and final trimester. Currently, we are 4 days overdue and being the theology nerd I am, I can not help but think of eschatology.

Eschatology is simply the study of the ‘last days’ or the end of human history as we know it.  There are many forms of eschatology: Jewish, Christian, Mayan, and Secular (think of The Road, Book of Eli, Red Dawn, ect.). Throughout the course of Christian history there has been an anticipation for the return of Jesus Christ to restore creation and administer justice.

For the past three weeks, I have been living in a constant state of expectancy, awe, and tense anticipation as I wait for my daughter  Anna to be born. I have been through the early stages of pregnancy with my wife; seeing Anna grow in my wife’s womb, while getting the occasional glimpses of Anna in ultrasounds and as she pushes her little baby parts against my wife’s belly. The morning sickness of the first trimester has passed, the relaxation of the second trimester has passed, and it is now time for Anna to be born, but still no labor pains. We had a date planned in our hearts that she would be with us, but it continually escapes us and we are forced to wait another day for the labor pains to begin.

Christian eschatology is much the same way. There have been times when groups within the church anticipated and hungered for Christ’s return and fixed a certain date in time. Their hearts were sold on a specific date for the redemption of the cosmos… but it doesn’t come! Christians still wait, pray and do all they can religiously to hasten the day of the Lord, but still the Lord waits in the fullness of time to come forth. Like my wife’s pregnancy the Lord will return to claim his bride, the Church and redeem the cosmos, but it may be when you least expect it.

Planting Trees With Luther

Have you ever heard about how women during the final weeks of their pregnancy begin what is referred to as ‘nesting’? Pretty much they go into overdrive with cleaning, decorating, moving, preparing, sterilizing… you get the idea. What you don’t hear about is how contagious this is for the baby’s daddy.

I’ve been doing an abundant amount of work in my yard the past few weeks. I’ve expanded my vegetable garden, added a fruit patch (blueberries, blackberries, and strawberries), planted a small rose garden, and last week I planted three fruit trees (fuji and golden delicious apples, and a peach) and planted new grass. I’m not sure my motive for planting these three fruit trees, but with the end of the pregnancy quickly approaching, I had to get it done as soon as possible, because any day now … this baby will come. The anticipation of this child is akin to the anticipation of the coming of the Son of Man.

What does all this have to do with Martin Luther? There is a legend about Martin Luther concerning the eschaton (last days) and planting a tree. When asked what he would do if the world would end tomorrow, Luther responded, “Even if I knew that tomorrow the world would go to pieces, I would still plant my apple tree.” Before my old patterns of existence dissolve into a fresh, new reconfiguration as a father, I will join in with the legendary Luther and plant my trees with anticipation and longing.

Informed Optimism

Due to the way this present age is ordered, it is rare to find an honest optimist. When we think of someone who is optimistic, we conjure up someone in our imagination who is naive, delusional, or out-of-touch with reality. We all know this person.  The one who has the incessant ceramic smile on their face, the one who speaks in motivating maxims and positive clichés, or perhaps the person who drowns their sorrows in positive thinking. This is not the genre of optimism that will save the world.

In a time when hurricanes, tsunamis, and floods threaten our lands. In a time when starvation, slavery, and the sex-trade industry is a reality. In a time when the daily news is filled with reports of scandal, murder, and rape. In a time when politicians, multi-national companies, and celebrities rule the world.  In a time such as this, it is no wonder the lens by which so many of us choose to view objective reality through  is one marked by pragmatism, narcissism, or pessimism.

There is another way of living between the extremes of an antiquated optimism and a bleak pessimism. I see this way best identified not in a philosophy, but in a person, my wife, Bridgette. She has first hand experience of how the world can hurt a person and family, but chooses to still view reality through the lens of, what I refer to as informed optimism. She knows more than many pessimists, the reality and damage of this current evil age, but chooses not to mask it in positiveness, but in a subversive hope. A hope that is sure and steadfast. A hope that anchors her soul. A hope that invites the very presence of God into her life so that the world may know a holy peace.

Luther, Christ, and Anfechtung …

I recently came across a German word used by Martin Luther, Anfechtung. Like most philological treasures, this word has no English equivalent. An Anfechtung may be,

“a trial sent by God to test man, or an assault by the Devil to destroy man. It is all the doubt, turmoil, pang, tremor, panic, despair, desolation, and desperation which invade the spirit of man.”

Just read the book of Job sometime. Luther’s biography is spotted with these episodes throughout his life. One of which happened during his first time serving mass. The early Luther went as far as to blaspheme God, because of these Anfechtung fits. Why would he love a God who is so wrathful?

It wasn’t until his doctoral studies that he came across Psalm 22, “My God, My God, why hast though forsaken me?” The very words Christ cried on the cross matched Luther’s fits of forsakenness. Luther began to see his suffering in the light of the suffering of Christ, the Man of Sorrows. Luther believed he deserved to experience Anfechtung because of his sin, impurity, and unbelief; however, why was the blameless, pure, and sinless one caused to endure the same thing episode? Luther concluded that it is precisely because Christ has ‘taken upon himself the iniquity of us all’ that he suffered in such a way on the cross.

When I number my sins, count my sorrows, and list my laments in times of Anfechtung, I can be sure that there is one who sees me completely, knows sorrow entirely, and yet, still loves endlessly… Despite Anfechtung, Christ is revealed as  Immanuel – God with us.

The Tree

There has been a tree growing in my land for some time. It is hidden from the spying eyes of those on the street, but once you walk out the back door of my home, there it grows… staring down at you.

The tree sits on top of a gentle hill; stretching to the sky, drowning out the sun like a storm cloud. This tree, you see, has become infected as of late. Legions of bag worms have taken up residency  there; making noticeable homes for their larva.

I look up at this … MY tree, and I begin to notice that something substantial is out-of-place. My tree, that sits in the center of my yard, wasn’t planted by me or the builder of my home. The tree ITSELF, is as much a scourge as the pestilence it houses.

What was just a tree a few weeks ago, has become a growing thorn in my flesh. It is no longer made up of leaves, branches, a truck, and roots. But now glaring down at me, are my harmful actions, my selfish desires, my false-identity, and the generational sins of my ancestors.

The noon-day August heat begins to feel like the lowest pits Dante’s Inferno. I begin to perspire; streams of salt water flow down my body, like a waterfall after a storm. I become aware, at the core of my being…

… my tree doesn’t belong and it must be cut down.

My first assault is against the pestilence of the tree. Like a ninja scaling a wall, I ascend the festering tree. I pull out my weapon  of choice, a saw and begin to cut off the bag-worm-ridden, disease-infested branches. Cobwebs, saw dust, and sweat cover my face and body. The repetitive back-and-forth  motion of the saw becomes a praise chorus of destruction, wiping out the diseased branches of the tree…

… but still the tree remains.

In my anger. In my wrath. In my fear. I begin to swing a dull axe. I become feral and frantic. Grunting, sweating, crying, screaming, trembling as I repeatedly take wild swings at the broad base of the tree. But the zeal of my assault is to no avail…

… the tree still remains.

I soon collapse in physical exhaustion. I am emotionally bankrupt. I cannot destroy this entrenched enemy of my land.  I retreat away and find a safe place, to be refreshed, by the living waters that quench my thirst, uplift my spirits, and inspire my resolve. The one who hung on the tree calls me by my true name …

… and I am resurrected to new life.

I sharpen my axe. I analyze my previous attempts. I approach the base of the tree, now in the power of the Spirit, and take decisive swings at strategic locations. The sharpened blade of the axe tears into the tree; diving marrow from bark. The axe cuts through the lies, manipulations, and abuses of oh, so many years.

As one who was once blind, I begin to see, as the blade of truth pierces the darkness … finally reaching the depth of the real me. Soon the tree starts to ache. Then it begins to bend. Finally, the tree can no longer support the weight of its own lies …

… the tree falls down to earth.

I fall along with it to my knees. Tears of liberation flood the orbs of my vision, as I behold the Red Sea parting. My enemy has been cut down before my eyes … and I am now free to dine its presence.

Between Poverty and the Prosperity Gospel

When it comes to ‘fiscal responsibility’ and the New Testament, I for one am challenged. I currently live in a 3bd, 2ba, 1400sq. ft. home in the holy city of Wilmore, KY. Ostensibly, this asset alone would qualify me as a very wealthy man in the eyes of the majority of world citizens. I feel the tension between the love of prosperity and the love of poverty. I go through seasons of selling and giving away my possessions only to return to buying new ones. I once held an ascetic ideal for clergy to not be paid and to live the lifestyle of a Franciscan monk. I never really ascribed to the prosperity gospel ideal of clergy (though secretly I would have gladly received the $$) being excessively blessed by God financially, usually in the selfish forms of mansions, expensive cars, suits, ect.

Reading through the entire book of Timothy this morning in one sitting (something I recommend for all the Epistles), I noticed Paul advising Timothy on a middle path between these two extremes. Money and wealth are a constant theme within Paul’s letter to the younger Timothy. Not being attached to money (loving, finding identity, or trusting in)  is clearly spelled out as antithetical to the Gospel; however, being paid ‘well’, being content in what you have (not in what you don’t have), and giving away money for good works is to be the standard for not only clergy (elders and deacons), but all the priesthood of believers in Christ.

“I fear, wherever riches have increased, the essence of religion has decreased in the same proportion. Therefore, I do not see how it is possible, in the nature of things, for any revival of religion to continue long. For religion must necessarily produce both industry and frugality, and these cannot but produce riches. But as riches increase, so will pride, anger, and love of the world in all its branches.”

— John Wesley (1703-1791).

1 Timothy on Money and Wealth:

  • Women are told to dress modestly and not to draw attention to themselves “by the way they fix their hair or by wearing gold or pearls or expensive clothes.”   – 1 Tim 2:9
  • A prerequisite for aspiring Elders  and Deacons according to Paul are they shouldn’t love money or be dishonest with it. – 1 Tim 3
  • Elders who do their work should be respected and paid well (especially those who work had at both preaching and teaching). – 1 Tim 19-20
  • Writing against those who teach another gospel than his, Paul says, “To them, a show of godliness is just a way to become wealthy. Yet true godliness with contentment is itself great wealth.” – 1 Tim 6:5-6
  • “For the love of money is the root of all evil.” – 1 Tim 6:10
  • Teach those who are rich in the world not to be 1)proud 2) trust in their money (trust instead in God) 3)Use their money for good (being rich in good works and storing up treasures in heaven).

The Truth About Mundus vult decipi

Mundus vult decipi. This Latin phrase means, the world wants to be deceived.  I came across this phrase again this afternoon while reading an introduction written by Walter Kaufman in Martin Buber’s classic, I and Thou . Kaufman observes that truth is often frightening when one actually encounters it. When we encounter a truth (albeit ‘gospel’ or ‘transcendental’) we have the choice to encounter it and thus be transformed by it or to retreat from it and thus transform the truth into untruth.

Truth is not a taste that one is born with, but must be acquired like the taste of a stout beer. The world system innately creates static in our human capacity to receive truth through structural patterns of untruth:

  • the art/science of journalism (i.e. Fox News, CNN, Drudge Report)
  • the logos (word/message) of  the entertainment industry (i.e. the hero gets the girl)
  • the pervasive ideologies people eagerly believe despite contrary evidence because they satisfy their desires (i.e. ‘prosperity gospel’ or the ‘american dream’)
  • the curious mixture of truth and untruth so pervasive within the intellectual community (exegetical observations as the truth instead of the truth from which such observations flow).

Truth to a Christian is as visceral and physical as it is conceptual and spiritual. Truth is a person, a spirit, a reality that once encountered demands a choice: to either abide in it or to retreat from it.

Garden Expansion

Throughout the month of August, I have been working outside expanding my garden. This physical labor was coupled together with a prayerful intercession for family and friends resulting in a transformation of both my land and soul.

Here is a shot of my backyard when I first purchased the house back in 2007.

In the spring of 2008, my housemate, Kyle Westfall and I built our first ‘garden pod.’

Over the course of a week, I added two more pods to the original pod.

After building these two pods and chopping down a tree, I added a little garden on the side of my house for fruit: blueberries, blackberries, and strawberries.

This work of the land: designing, digging, tilling, building, sowing, watering, mulching, and pruning was a sacramental reality and a means of grace of what the Spirit was doing in my soul. My physical actions were the visible signs of the inward and invisible movements of the Spirit in my inner being.